Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Reading Chee Eng's blog on what if's made me think on my own what if's. Wonder if my life would be any different. And I think it will. There are so many possibilities what would have happened.

It can be something like....
A. Go for NS anyway
B. Skip NS and start A-levels
C. Skip NS and start AUSMAT

Honestly, I really think that should I have chosen B or C, my life would have been by no doubt much happier than choosing A. But with the WMS gang being so cliquish, I wonder if I would make any good friends and be happy at MCKL. Heck, I could end up becoming much more unhappier. I don't know. But I would rather prefer B and C, but oh well, all of it is done.

Another possibility was instead of going in March...
A. Go in July instead of March
B. Go for Form 6

I don't really know about this. My mum was rather dissapointed that I chose to go in March. Since it was exactly 4 days after NS ended. She was the kind that disapproved of finishing your degree earlier or working young. Like those in the last few classes in my school, she rather that I bummed around til July. That would have meant that I go for Form 6 while waiting. But if I had gone for Form 6, chances are my mum would have forced me to stay, especially when she's very pro-Form 6. I don't know what to say about Form 6, but I can definitely say that I'll be very unhappy. Maybe that's why I wanted to go in March so badly. I've got no idea. But I don't know if it was the right decision, the wrong one. Who knows?

No idea what would have happened.




6 comments:

chan leong said...

haha I totally see your point. I did thought about those stuffs too but I figured that there're just too many "what ifs" around.

Since you can't really predict "what ifs" why don't you start anticipating in "what now".

NOw that u have started in may n attended NS n met all these joyous frens why not start cherishing them n c what you can do, moving along with the timeline not against it.

all d best buddy..

Joyce said...

so, you're unhappy at mckl too huh? at this rate, we can probably form a unhappy ppl in college club. i dunno if you'd like to hear this or not, but your blog shows a sensitive side. it's not a bad thing, really. :)

ern said...

Joyce: I'm not unhappy about MCKL. I'm unhappy about NS. I keep on thinking back if I should have gone in January. And yeah, MCKL is so-so. But at least the people ain't that all bad, isn't it? My friend in Taylors feel the same too about his college life. So can you be so sure that the grass is greener on the other side? I can't say that.

Joyce said...

why keep thinking back about NS? nothing that u can do abt it already anyway. i've come to learn that the grass is actually the same shade of green everywhere.

ern said...

Me too. Just that our grass is cheaper than other grasses.

lfc said...

Hey =)

Kinda surprised these posts are out so recently...
How are you really? =)

Trials over I see ;) Haha
When is the real thing?

Anyway, you seem to be a bit regretful in this post and I wonder why...? =)

All I can say about college is the friends you make here and now is really the thing that makes college life so memorable.
I hope all is well and regards to your family!