Today was very stressful. No time to rest during hoildays. That's why I'm don't usually look forward to the holidays. First, dance then I went and do add maths. I have'nt been able use the computer for a long time. Thats why listening to music helps.

Today is a very dark and stormy night. Not that cold but a lot of thunder is very loud. My brother just came back and it seems he had a great time in this camp in Ipoh. A camp I did not enjoy when I was his age. Today dance was very tiring though Jun-Lyn was'nt as strict as Mark.

Very long day. My grandmother has just came back from KL. She's very negative and everyone wishes she were more joyful as God has said that we should bear the fruit of joy. She just does not know that her problem is not as bad as my other friends. Some of them come from broken families but they seem more joyful since they received Jesus as their personal saviour. As Jesus said that those in trouble will call out to him more than anyone else that does not have problems.:(

Yeah, Just came back from Kuantan. Met some new friends like Abishua and Sean. They were damn cekap when we played football with these two siblings and a friend. They thrashed us like 20-1. Food there was expensive but had more better seafood in siZe. Church was good. The worship sounded like I was listening to a cd. The workshop they conducted however was very cramped. Wished they had more time. Pity. Did'nt know I was somehow related to Dr. Herbert Tan. How cool is That?

Pest Control are comming so I won't be able to write much for today. My grandmother has come back until I don't know how long more. She's very depressing to be with but I'll look at it as a positive thing. She's partially blind and keeps on ratlling about unnescesary things. Oh well, I pray that I won't be like her.

I finished 2 chapters of add-maths. Yay! By the way, I'm going to Kuantan for the weekend. Could'nt go to State Cadet Camp for St. John Ambulance because everyone did'nt know of it's existence. Never Mind. Kuantan will be more fun to go to.

Today I went to swim. Swim, swim and swim until no time to eat dim sum. But there was enough time to eat dim sum though. Very filling. Got church in the evening because the church is under renovation. It'll be until SPM finishes.

Today is the day I do nothing. I just woke and my mum scolded my brother because my brother foolishly lent my cousin his new game. Then, I ate breakfast and doing nothing. I'll tell update to tell you anything if anything I something.

I have finished a chapter of Add Maths and Modern Maths. :D Today I have'nt been able to use the computer so much. That's why I have not been posting much.

School was boring. All the activities that were planned out did'nt happen as the teachers were absent. I'm not going to school for the rest of the year. We only learned to assemble a computer. Then, all the students could use the computer for a while. I wanted to play some CS with firends but some bugger uninstalled my modem and network connection. I've to do it next year.

I find this song very meaningful because it lifts my soul up when I'm down. It talks about how it feels to be in heaven.

I can only imagine
What it will be like
When I walk
By your side
I can only imagine
What my eyes will see
When your face
Is before me
I can only imagine

Surrounded by Your glory, what will my heart feel?
Will I dance for you Jesus or in awe of you be still
Will I stand in your presence or to my knees will I fall
Will I sing hallelujah, will I be able to speak at all
I can only imagine

I can only imagine
When that day comes
And I find myself
Standing in the Son
I can only imagine
When all I will do
Is forever
Forever worship you
I can only imagine