Bombed Out of Nowhere

2011-08-21T16:46:00.001+08:00

I'm addicted to bad decisions.
I just can't ever help myself.
(but this is different)
It sounds so convincing...
She's good for you, so good for us as well.
You'd be the taste lingering on my lips.
It'd be my hands clinging to your hips.

I gotta get get get it out,
gotta get me out.
Find the flaws, find the switch, just shut it down.

Would it matter if you couldn't go back?
But you never even thought to ask.
So I think if you would,
then I think that you should.

Remember, remember, remember (The blameless are not honest here)
You've done this all to get her.
(If you take this slow then she won't know)
Remember the imposters and pretenders (The blameless are not modest here)
Could never have done this to get her.
So go get her.

Is it possible to forget your name?
The identity running through your veins.
Was it worth these ends to play this part?
I never thought I could get this far.
Abandon the old and bring in the new.
But a sinking ship drowns every person here,
including you.

And tell yourself you were wrong when it hurts.
But the unoriginal you would have never worked.
Oh, you're the lucky one.

It's gonna show when the stains bleed through,
she's gonna know this was never you.
Gotta get ,get, get, it out, gotta get me out.
Just can't seem to shut, shut, shut, it down.
But the stains stay same and just reappear.
But I can keep this up all night for you dear.
Gotta get, get, get, me out, gotta get it out.
Find the flaws, find the switch,
just shut it down.

Remember, remember, remember (The blameless are not honest here)
You've done this all to get her.
So get her.

Is it possible to forget your name?
The identity running through your veins.
Was it worth these ends to play this part?
I never thought I could get this far.
Abandon the old and bring in the new.
But a sinking ship drowns every person here,
including you.

Tell yourself it was wrong when it hurts.
But the unoriginal you would have never worked.

Oh, you're the lucky one, you're the lucky one.
Someone would love you so much that they'd come undone.
Oh, you're the lucky one.

I'm addicted to bad decisions,
I just can't ever help myself.
Always thought I could fix the edges.
But I'm torn and there's nothing left.
I just can't stand the thought of you this way.
So I said the things I thought would make you stay.

But I was wrong.
I was wrong.
I was wrong.

Is it possible to forget your name?
The identity running through your veins.
Was it worth these ends to play this part?
I never thought I could get this far.
Abandon the old and bring in the new.
But a sinking ship drowns every person here,
including you.

And tell yourself you were wrong when it hurts.
But the unoriginal you would have never worked.
You're so unoriginal, it would have never worked.

I feel as though my life's like this song

2011-07-06T23:10:00.001+08:00

I miss my girlfriend so much =(

2011-03-19T20:48:00.000+08:00

Bibles are gonna be serialized.

Gone la this country

2011-03-12T09:49:00.002+08:00

“If Bibles in the national language are printed locally, then they can be allowed to be circulated to churches with proper supervision.”
Chua Soi Lek

So are you trying to say that we cannot freely practice our faith? "Supervising" the publication of bibles is already a form of our freedom taken away. You claim that we should have freedom to practice our faith because it is in line with 1Malaysia. So why control publishing? Why don't we push for reforms so that whatever teachings of Buddha which is not in line with Islam be "tweeked" so suit the sensitivities of the Muslims. I'm sorry, Dr.Chua, but I'm afraid that you lack the balls to come and tell them straight in the face what needs to be done. Now you know why Lim Guan Eng is so popular.

“Further prohibiting the Bible just because it is in Bahasa Malaysia is contrary to the position of Bahasa Malaysia as the national language.”
Lim Guan Eng

Now that's what I call having balls

2011-02-28T19:09:00.003+08:00

IMU's been not too bad so far. Met quite a lot of interesting people here. Orientation's been awesome =DDD but I doubt I'll be blogging much now that I have to go to college to get internet access. Quite free now. But I'll be drowning in lots of assignments so we'll see how I'll manage. But yeah. College's been awesome =DDDD

2011-02-14T01:12:00.002+08:00

You know the things people do for Valentines Day. People can go all the way such as dressing up as nurses or buy lingerie so that they can get into the mood to "have some". It might be possible to be a "naked chef" to turn on someone's partner. The idea of someone cooking undressed can sound kinky.

Have you watched The Naked Chef?

It's the one starring Jamie Oliver, right?

Well, Hong Kong is coming up with a "Naked Naked Chef" in a bid to get more men interested in cooking. Basically there's this model who shops and then strips and cooks nude.

Sounds appealing to guys, right?

However, I don't think the idea of cooking naked. For starters, Cantonese cuisine involves a lot of frying and steaming. I don't think I would like the idea of getting my wang burnt by splattering oil or pipping hot steam. Sounds more like a disaster than something kinky.

I remember reading an interview with Jamie Oliver and he had the same experience because he thought that it would be kinky to cook for his wife undressed on Valentines Day. Unfortunately, he burnt his wang or something.

To the hot babe that's planning to host the show, I hope you think twice about the gig. I don't think you would like to burn your privates while cooking. That's simply embarrassing.

2011-02-09T11:30:00.000+08:00

I can't believe that I'm starting college soon!!!!!!!!!

2011-02-08T23:44:00.002+08:00

I just found out that MRCS is no longer recognised in Malaysia.

*Gasp! You serious arh???*

Yes I am.

Just to let you know, MRCS is a pathway made possible by the United Kingdom to become a surgeon. But passing the exams are hard. Hence, another gateway created by the University of Malaysians been made for less competent students to become a surgeon.

Now that it's unrecognised, I just wonder where all the brains will go?

Let us sit down and mourn for the lost of great talent no thanks to our idiot Government for doing such a stupid thing

2011-02-05T12:40:00.002+08:00

Gosh, look at the cobwebs. Will update in a foreseeable future.

2010-10-21T13:21:00.002+08:00

I learnt a new word yesterday.

The new word is racist.

“History is witness to the fact that when Umno leads, not only the Malays get the benefits but all other races enjoy them too. As such, we will neither hesitate nor be apologetic to fight for a fair economic distribution for the Malays and bumiputras,”

“And again, we will not be apologetic in protecting our Malay identity, in upholding the Malay culture and heritage as long as we are fair to everyone,”

A quote from our beloved Muhyiddin.

Racist means having preference towards a certain race.
Therefore, not being racist means that we are equal to all BUT we must champion the rights of a certain race.

How enlightening! Thank you, Muhyddin, for enlightening me by how not to be racist.

2010-10-18T19:00:00.002+08:00

LOL!!!

“Saya terima banyak panggilan daripada warga emas yang bertanyakan mengenai perkara itu dan mereka bimbang serta gelisah kerana sudah menerima wang RM100 dan RM1,000 terbabit sejak kerajaan negeri melaksanakan program penghargaan warga emas.

“Mereka sangat bimbang dengan dakwaan wang berkenaan dari sumber duit judi yang haram bagi umat Islam … penjelasan berkenaan bagi menghilangkan keraguan orang ramai di mana sehingga kini masih belum ada sebarang penjelasan walaupun sudah beberapa hari blog berkenaan membuat dakwaan terbabit.”

Umno Youth Information chief Datuk Seri Reezal Merican Naina Merican, accusing Lim Guan Eng of using gambling revenue to finance their Senior Citizens Appreciation Program.

“We want an answer from Lim (Guan Eng). If the money is from a forbidden source, Muslims will have no part in it.”

Another joker, Deputy Prime Minister Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin, demanding answers on whether the money was from gambling revenue.

Oh puhleeeeze....

Just before the World Cup fever you buggers were pushing to legalize football betting because you claimed that the Government will be able to generate revenue for the good of the nation. Don't you think helping the retirees is one way you can use gambling revenue for? Now fast forward to 5 months in the future you tell people not to take "duit haram". How about taxes from alcohol? Karaoke centres? Gambling? Gambling summore!!! Taxes from there are used to pay civil servants. Now look who's talking!

Come on la Reezal. Don't make me laugh. Where do you get your main income from? Don't tell me that your duit kopi is halal. Hahahahahahaha. I'll slap you.

2010-10-08T00:31:00.002+08:00

I remember it was just last year. I followed Zu Ning for bible study. Aunty Karen picked us up and after that dropped us home. Though she was the first "aunty" I met in Whispering Hope, I never really got to know her well. She was one of those who would drive around KL to pick people up to church. Should have tried to get to know her better like the rest of the "uncles and aunties" in Whispering Hope. Though she has left us all, we can take comfort by the fact that she's now safe, in the arms of our Father, who created us. Take care, Aunty Karen.

2010-09-27T12:53:00.002+08:00

Psalms 13

How long O Lord? Will you forget me forever?
How long will you hide your face from me?
How long must I wrestle with my thoughts and everyday have sorrow in my heart?
How long will my enemy triumph over me?

Look on me and answer, O Lord me God.
Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death;
my enemy will say, "I have overcome him,"
and my foes will rejoice when I fall.

But I trust in your unfailing love;
my heart rejoices in your salvation.
I will sing to the Lord,
for he has been good to me.

2010-09-20T23:28:00.002+08:00

Quote 1:
"The Association of Former Umno Elected Representatives (Penawar) has expressed its disappointment over Tengku Adnan Tengku Mansor's remarks that Malay rights group Perkasa and NGOs were racist for the standing up to Malay rights.

"If Tengku Adnan refused to do so, Penawar will demand that Tengku Adnan be removed as Umno secretary-general," Adam said in a statement here today."

Headline for Malaysiakini:
Khairy slams Utusan's support for Perkasa

I'm confused. Correct me if I'm wrong but, don't you think that these 2 sources contradict each other?

2010-09-14T00:14:00.002+08:00

Malaysian-born Penny in charge of Aussie purse

Though they make it seem that Malaysia Boleh, I wonder if its something to be proud of. For starters, this showed the country what talent we have lost. The typical brain drain that Malaysia has been suffering. Then again, I doubt Penny Wong would have gone far if she had stayed in Malaysia. Maybe be a small time MCA or DAP member but that would be just about it. Don't expect her to hold Malaysia's purse.

Najib, I hope you kick yourself in the nuts real hard. You have let a really big talent go. Someone like her could have been used to further develop Malaysia. Even though she might not have gone far, she would have definitely done a lot. Your government should be ashamed for not trying to persuade her to come back. Then again, I don't know if you even care. Oh well, crap happens.

2010-08-21T22:13:00.002+08:00

PM calls for investigation into Penang Friday prayers allegations

Wow... Well then, I better be careful for what I pray for

2010-08-17T23:03:00.003+08:00

As extracted by Goal.com

Top 10 Things To Expect If Maradona Joins The Premier League

Football legend and former Argentina coach Diego Maradona has been linked with the manager's job at Aston Villa. Goal.com lightheartedly look at 10 things to expect should the colourful genius take the reins at Villa Park…

10) Following his move to Villa, Maradona forces his players to join the Church of Maradona. In order to be baptised by John ‘The Baptist’ Carew, each player must emulate the 'Hand of God' at Villa Park. The first to be converted is Stilian Petrov, and Maradona announces that his team is ‘Petrov plus ten others' in a 4-1-5 formation. Diego labels his twelfth disciple, James Milner, ‘Judas’ after he joins Manchester City for 30 million pieces of silver.

9) In his opening press conference, Maradona admits he made a mistake taking the job: "I thought they wanted me to join Ricky Villa, and that we were going to manage a club in Birmingham, Alabama” - home of the Coke bottling company.

8) After being informed that Gabriel Agbonlahor once cheated on three different girls and got them all pregnant at the same time, Maradona applauds his striker and says: “As long as the girls do all the work. Gabby can’t deliver crosses, so I’m sure he won’t even attempt to deliver babies.”

7) Ashley Young is dropped from the starting XI, with Emile Heskey taking his place. When asked why, Maradona claims he had a dream that Heskey led Villa to the title by breaking the Premier League scoring record and hitting the winner on the final day of the season with a 30-yard bicycle kick against Chelsea.

6) On the 25th anniversary of the famous 1986 World Cup quarter final, Maradona storms the SKY Sports studios with his trusted air rifle and wounds three pundits after they claimed that not a single Argentine, including himself, would get into the current England team. Diego then repeats his infamous Athletic Bilbao karate kick on Charlie Nicholas after the analyst replicated his line that "Wayne Rooney would be remembered as the greatest player of all time".

5) Maradona then falls out with the entire press and refuses to speak in English. Journalists are only allowed to ask questions in Spanish and when the first reporter dares to do it, Maradona grins: "Bravo, now tell your mates: 'que la chupen y que la siguen chupando!!!'"

4) Following a heated encounter between Aston Villa and Newcastle United, Joey Barton stands in front of Dieguito’s car as he attempts to drive out of the St James’ Park car park. Maradona reacts by flicking his Cuban cigar into Barton’s eye, running over the ex-convict’s leg, before making a blowjob gesture to the cameras.

3) Maradona tells Sir Alex Ferguson to “go back to the museum”, and Arsene Wenger that he “debuted with lads” after an Arsenal Under-18 team thrashes Man Utd 5-0 in the first round of the League Cup.

2) Socialist Maradona misses Aston Villa’s top of the table clash against Manchester United after travelling down to London for a 'Stop The War' protest in Hyde Park. Dieguito addresses the ten million strong crowd: “Comrades, we must end this evil imperialism. The UK and US are in Iraq and soon Iran for their oil, and in Afghanistan for their drugs.” When chairman Randy Lerner invites President Obama to Villa Park as a guest of honour, Maradona threatens to resign. “Anyone who thinks Obama is going to change the world is stupider than Pele. The puppet wants war and his entire cabinet is Wall Street. We need a revolution. Viva Fidel. Viva Chavez!”

1) After selling Milner for 30 million pieces of silver, Maradona is offered the chance to replace him with Javier Zanetti, Esteban Cambiasso, Diego Milito and Juan Roman Riquelme. El Pibe d'Oro rejects the opportunity and instead spends the money on Ariel Garce, Diego Pozo and his beloved Martin Palermo. Palermo earns a "contract for life" after bundling home an injury time winner on his debut against Chelsea, with Maradona celebrating the strike by belly-diving across the waterlogged touchline and taking out Carlo Ancelotti. "That's payback for when you hacked me during Napoli-Milan in 1988," laughs Maradona after the game.

If only there was a "Like" button somewhere.

2010-07-31T18:42:00.003+08:00

Anyone watched Conan O' Brien?
He's supposedly the funniest person on earth.

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After watching countless videos, sketches monologues whatsoever, and this video. I've come up with one conclusion. Americans have a very bad sense of humour.

The man's simply not funny. Compared to other talk show hosts, Jimmy Kimmel, Craig Ferguson, even Jay Leno! That's what you call funny. I tried watching many videos again and again. I thought that maybe my sense of humour was off. Maybe try a smile or two. But I guessed that I don't have to worry whether my sense of humour is off.

My friends agree that he's simply not funny. Even Jay, whom Americans call not funny, can make me laugh, but spare the times when his jokes aren't funny. Sure, maybe how things handled weren't right.

This video is a prime example.

It's not funny! It's sick, it's crude, it's disgusting. But not funny.

This is real humour...

So Coco fans, pleases check your humour. It really needs a fix. I just feel angry that you're blaming Jay Leno when it's clearly NBC's fault.

2010-07-21T12:22:00.002+08:00

Census: How many people live in your house?
My Aunt: 5.
Census: Okay. (Walks off)

Like that only ar?????
Never ask for income? Status? Nothing????
Not even what TV brand we use????

What the hell, man!!!!

This is not just a waste of money and a disgrace to civil servants in terms of work ethics. You're gonna use this bogus information for implementing future plans for the next 8 or 9 years???

No wonder the statistics weren't right for the percentage who wanted PPSMI abolished.

Welcome to Malaysia.

2010-07-14T12:02:00.002+08:00

Rotten Tomatoes gave it an 8% for the movie.

Serves you right for not casting Asian actors! Hah! I bet Asian actors can put a much better show than having Whites in it.

It's insulting to know that M. Night Shyamalan decided to cast Whites in Asian characters. All this while I've chosen to remain silent about it but after seeing how much money the movie is making it seems like a big disgrace. All this money they're making shows that it's okay to discriminate Asians. I just dread to know that because of that they're planning to make a money spinning franchise out of it.

Watching the original TV series was so good because they had a show which had Asians as heroes. Not many Asian kids get shows like that to watch and relate to. Now we get this mess.

It would have been a crime to cast whites and blackface them as blacks. But from this movie I guess that yellowfacing whites as Asians doesn't seem wrong.

There are so many talented Asian actors who are fluent in English. Why couldn't they cast them?

It just feels such a shame that race discrimination is still happening today. But then again, it always has, right? Even in Malaysia, sadly.

2010-07-04T00:16:00.003+08:00

I know that it's long overdue but...

I'm officially done with A-Levels!!! =D

No more F=ma.
No more Implicit Differentiation.
No more Kreb's Cycle.
No more Integration.
No more Free Radical Substitution mechanisms to remember.
No more studies for now.

But there're things I miss too.

No more Sen Yang and Philip stealing whatever I cook.
No more CS til 3 or 4 in the morning.
No more Pan Mee in Hing Ann.
No more quick trips to Mid Valley for simple things like grocery shopping or simply eating lunch.
No more people I heart in MCKL [You know who you are ;)]

Sure, MCKL had its shitty moments, but face it. Does anywhere else not have shit?

You might complain that its too strict when it comes to dressing. But to all you aspiring doctors, if you think that the dress code is an outrage, what about medical school? Medical school means no long hair for guys, no shorts, no dyeing hair. So this housemate of mine... I'm sorry to say but if you're going to continue being irresponsible(not washing your plates and CLEANING THE SINK), how're you going to be responsible enough to be a doctor?

You might complain that the teachers are lousy and that Taylors have all the good teachers. But then again.. Is there such a place that has only good lecturers? Because tell me. I would really want to go to that university. I have a friend who used to go to Taylors and she complained about her own teachers and wished that she was in MCKL. So where to go????

Despite all this, good or bad, it will always be part of us. We can choose to sulk about it. Or we can look at it and take it into good spirits and look forward to what's next.

2010-06-18T21:54:00.002+08:00

Life is short. It's kinda scary when someone from your college has just passed away. Not to mention how small my college is (can proudly say there's not even a thousand). Who is she? She's Jacinth Wee(Rachel Ling's housemate).

I might not know her nor seen her before (because I don't really know my juniours. Too many of them), but it's sad to see people like her go when it's not that fault. Don't you think that it's pretty scary that it might one day happen to you?

Just a thought.

Imagine how much pain her sister in UK is going through. Even worse. The surviving family members. Honestly speaking I would rather die than to survive and be left alone. It's just so sad when you get something you don't deserve.

And it's all because of a reckless and careless truck driver.

I wish that I had known you. I heard good things about you =)

Well, maybe we can.

One day.

In Our Father's Place.

God bless your soul.

2010-06-16T19:24:00.003+08:00

Lately, or more like all the time, people always talk about the distribution of PSD scholarships and the grading system for SPM. What this guy by the name of Alex from Miri wrote is something I fully with. I'm not sure if he used to live in my apartment (which will mean that he's an MCKL guy) but I just feel so disgusted when some people I know get or don't get the scholarship. It's about time someone writes something like this. No offense, but I think that the Government has no idea how to grade students. The supposed A+ system has failed. It has not raised the standard of SPM, but made it worse. People seem to be getting A+s like A1s before that. A lot of people I know do fairly average in school exams. But when it comes to SPM, they score a string of As thanks to the ineffective grading system. Some do well. Some do not. Those who don't end up retaking a year, or sent somewhere else of lower standard so that they can pass. What a waste of taxpayers money! Not to mention what a f***ing disgrace they are. Do they not know how much taxpayers money that they are wasting? A lot of people I know who do well in school doesn't mean that they can do well in their tertiary education. It's a completely different environment. I know a few who did amazingly well for SPM, but once they did A Levels getting an A for just one subject seems like a chore. Sadly, this does happen, though not very often, for JPA scholars. I'm not a bright student. I might not have the right to criticize high achievers. However, it makes me so angry that one day I'll be paying taxes and eventually funding people like these to further their studies. In Nottingham University, Chong Ren told me that the minimum average to maintain the High Achievers Scholarship given by the university is 65%. However, JPA scholars only need to maintain an average of 45%. That's not as bad. For those who study abroad, scholars who fail do not have their scholarships revoked. Instead, they are allowed a second chance by retaking.

Wake up Malaysia!!!

The way forward is to revoke their scholarships so that we can move forward and fund people who truly deserve it. We are suffering from inflation in Malaysia and might soon end up as a country that is bankrupt.

Another thing that bothers me is the distribution of scholarships to study in private colleges. Has the government themselves lost faith in the public universities? They money they spend overseas will benefit the world and not us. Whereas the money spent on private colleges will hardly benefit the country as many go abroad to make a better living. If only the Government had spent money on public universities instead of wasting it on nonsensical and petty things like this, I'm sure that the standard of public universities will be much higher now than their current state.

What a disgrace. You politicians think that we're better than America. But you're both about the same.

Sorry.... What I wrote was supposed to be for another post. Not that I editted out something.

2010-06-10T23:38:00.002+08:00

Decisions. They're always such a bother. One wrong decision and you're done for. Pretty soon I'll have to make decisions soon. Probably now too. Medicine or dentistry? To twin or not to twin? Should I take his/her advice on anything? Is it the right time to get a girlfriend?

Just an example of decisions that has the potential to change your life.

After A levels, I have to decide. Sometimes I'm just scared that I'll make decisions that I'll regret for the rest of my life.

It's no longer the times when we could take up Accounts for SPM, don't do well and it's okay.

I've seen people make decisions and end up regretting over their wrong choices.

Help.

2010-06-03T12:56:00.004+08:00

Oversupply Of Doctors Soon... VERY soon

I remember back in school not many of my classmates wanted to do medicine. In fact, you could easily count the number of boys in my class who wanted to be doctors with your two hands.

Well that certainly changed when I stepped foot in MCKL. It's as if everyone doing science wants to be a doctor. True, there are a lot of brilliant kids. Fine. They can definitely do it. But what about the so-so ones or the downright bad?

There's this guy, an aspiring doctor, whom I know who suddenly asked me,"How to calculate the number of moles ar?" What the hell???? Even an Indonesian maid can do that! I know some of you reading this might say,"Bloody f***tard with a f***ing big ego."

Maybe I have. Maybe I don't. However it just annoys me when someone says that they want to be doctors. And it's the one who has no clue what osmosis is. My point is that medicine is not an easy thing. You either have the brains for it or you don't. It annoys me even more when they've already know what they want to specialize in. Someone in my class apparently already knows that he wants to be a neurologist. Well, God bless you. My dad told me that it's one of the hardest fields in medicine. Trying to determine which receptor is causing what. Which drug can stimulate a certain receptor without stimulating the other. And he failed his AS. So my question to this guy is,"How are you going to survive med school when you can't even do A-levels? Skipping classes doesn't show that you have the commitment for becoming a doctor."

I'm not saying all this in the name of selfish reasons whatsoever. I'm also not saying that because I come from some hierarchy where all the men in my family are doctors. I'm just annoyed that people want to be doctors even though it clearly shows that your results simply suck and you don't have the personality to be one. You suck.

Parents. YES!!! Parents!! You are to be blamed too!!!! You want your children to be doctors even though they might not agree to it. But no... You want to brag to other parents how awesome your child is. A doctor from some random Indonesian university. Now that's more respectable than some kid who studied Philosophy and History in Cambridge. In the eyes of some parents the answer is,"Yes! You stupid kid. Study History." They just failed to look at the fact that the poor chap studied in CAMBRIDGE. I'm not saying all are. I can proudly tell you that my parents let me be whatever I want.

Like my dad told me,"You can do the country a good thing by not becoming a doctor."

With what I said you might think that it's everyone's fault that they want to be doctors. But the Government is just at fault or even more screwed up. We might have a shortage of doctors now. However if you just keep churning out more and more doctors you end up with an overflow of doctors. You can't train a doctor overnight, you know. One day we'll probably end up like India or Indonesia.

"At the rate we are producing medical graduates, it will not be long before my experience in Jakarta becomes the norm here. In Jakarta, I was in a cab and the cab driver is a medical doctor. When asked why, he said, "Too many doctors, not enough jobs."

-From some random post I found online and I fully agree from this statement.

2010-05-17T10:48:00.002+08:00

Malaysian student cleared of sexual assault in Wales

"...Izzarul stopped to chat with Davies and her friend while out jogging in the park. She accused Izzarul of touching her breast and putting his hand up her skirt, allegations that he had denied... Izzarul said: "I was in a daze when the jury declared the verdict. I was not listening. My translator said bagus, bagus (good, good) and then I realised I had been acquitted."

The Malay Mail

Let's read it again.

"...Izzarul said: "I was in a daze when the jury declared the verdict. I was not listening. My translator said bagus, bagus (good, good) and then I realised I had been acquitted."

Again...

"...My translator said bagus, bagus (good, good) and then I realised I had been acquitted..."

My gosh, how terrible his English is. And he is a 2nd year student in Wales!!! W-A-L-E-S... WALES!!!! You never pay attention in class ar???

Mr. Prime Minister.. Could you please consider on your switch for teaching Science and Math in English?

2010-05-09T22:21:00.002+08:00

All good things must come to an end.

Face it. A levels is almost over. It's a fact. I've never regretted a single moment in MCKL. Friends, the college, CF (only until Steven stepped down), everything. I know some will definitely disagree with me (isn't it, Joyce?) I can say it was fun. Sen Yang, Tristan, Brians, Wei Ren, Leng-Lei, Ming Hui, Joyce, Chng Hoay, Ithrana, Philip, Charles, Vincents, Wei Han, Eng Hoe, Mei Cheen, Anishkha, the list goes on and on. I don't think that I would have enjoyed my A-levels if I had gone to Taylors or HELP. I wish those 16 months would pass slowly but no matter what, the 16 months are going to end anyway. And time flies when you're having fun. So to all. Thank you. My life has never been so much more colourful without all of you. Hopefully we can meet up real soon before most of you guys go off to UK.

Time to study. A2's gonna be a hell lot harder than AS. Ciao.
Will blog again after exams

2010-04-29T21:04:00.002+08:00

Here am I. Sitting in the mamak shop below my apartment. Why do you ask? When I have A2 in just 3 weeks?

The answer is elementary, my dear friend.
It's because TNB didn't receive any payment for March. So they fucking cut the power supply!!!! Holy shit!

And now they're taking their bloody sweet time to fix it back after the slip up.
What the hell, man!! I've got to study.

2010-04-20T22:45:00.002+08:00

A Brief Update (Just like those you'll find on Twitter):
Went out with the Brians and Wei Ren to watch Kick-Ass on Monday. It's pretty awesome because it's not your regular movie-based-of-a-comic-book movie. That makes it even greater. And the most amazing thing happened. Went back to my apartment. Realized that I left my student card in the cinema. But where? Slept and went back to Mid Valley after 4 hours to look for it, and voila! It's there! My student card was still in the cinema hall!

God's grace.

Another update:
Fusball table in college is now RM1 for 5 balls!! Woohoo!

2010-04-10T14:39:00.002+08:00

When Sore Losers Lose

"[With] Eleven men [we had] no problem, but the young boy [Rafael] showed a bit of inexperience but they [Bayern] got him sent off, everyone sprinting towards the referee, typical Germans."
-Sir Alex Ferguson

How German can you get when it was Ivica Olic (Croatian), Bastian Schwensteiger (German), Mark van Bommel (Dutch) and Franck Ribery (French) that confronted the referee? At most 1/4? Typical Fergie.

"It is hard to understand the press. Someone told me that coming back from the Champions League final in Rome last year they were all delighted on the press bus that we lost. They were absolutely pleased that we lost; the English press. The person who told me was disgusted. That is a fact. He had no reason to lie to me. Our performance on Wednesday was fantastic. At 3-0 it could have been 5-0. We were magnificent. Absolutely magnificent. But that gets lost just because people want a headline out of what I said about the Germans. That is disgusting because the players deserved some praise."
-Sir Alex Ferguson again

Not that we can do anything about him so that he changes. You can't teach an old dog new tricks, you know.

2010-04-04T14:32:00.002+08:00

Everyday this doubt in my life grows.
What am I going to after I finish whatever I want to do.
At first I thought that I knew what to do.
Now I don't.
All thanks to all these so called "unavoidable circumstances".
I guess the one above has been dropping hints everywhere before hurling bolts into what mattered the most.

Everything I asked for. Never answered....

Except something. You actually gave it to me. Even though it was something I had low hopes on because everything else seems to have failed. I've never been so happier in my life. But it seems that I might have to part with it soon.

Please don't take it away from me.

2010-04-04T00:10:00.000+08:00

Happy Easter

2010-03-29T22:25:00.001+08:00

MUAR: Fifty members from Muar PKR division have resigned and joined Umno.

Muar PKR Youth vice-chief Razali Jaafar, who represented the members, handed over their Umno membership forms to Deputy Prime Minister Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin here yesterday.

The handover took place in Kampung Parit Tengah after an event which saw 1,500 trays of nasi ambang – rice for four people eaten from a tray – being served to the villagers.

The feat got them into the Malaysia Book of Records.

WELCOME TO MALAYSIA

2010-03-20T17:01:00.002+08:00

It's taken me some time, but I guess no matter how hard I try, it's never going to work. I try to not blame you but this time I don't think that I can not blame you. People tell me not to blame you, but I see no point in believing them. I put my all in whatever I do. I really did. So shouldn't I get my due instead of other people.

It puzzles me a lot. It really does. People say how badly they think their work will turn out but in the end, it turns out really, really good. Really good. Excellent! Amazing! I doubt they even worked their ass off during that one month break. I did. But looked what happened? The wrong people got their dues! It's so mind boggling that people are given credit for what they've barely done. I thought that I'll do badly. I really thought I did. But I didn't think it'll be this bad.

What the hell?

I know that you'll carry me through. I really do. Sometimes the most logical reason is to abandon you. But I'm not going to. I still have my confidence in you that you'll carry me through. So tell me, are you?

I know that the answer is that you will. Just as you said.

Whatever happens, it's up to you.

You call the shots.

2010-03-16T21:58:00.002+08:00

I'm getting a new housemate.
And my sister is comming here this Sunday.

That's it for my short, short update.

2010-03-13T21:18:00.002+08:00

Guilt creeps in my life.
No matter how hard I try.
It's never good enough.
And I have to let someone suffer because of my shortcomings.

I mean, let her celebrate her joy. Go. Why worry about me? I'm not worth all the pitying. Why persecute the one that who has brought joy just because the other has brought sorrow. Is it worth feeling any grieve if there is any joy?

Is joy only worth celebrating because it only comes from a certain person and not another? I loathe it. It's despicable. You let me down. You really do.

2010-02-22T22:27:00.003+08:00

Reading Foo Mun's blog made me remind me of the 10 things I miss about home. Maybe more. Maybe less. They're not in order.

1. Mum driving me around
I actually liked being ferried around by my mum. When I could drive, I was glad that I could drive. But all the waiting, the time taken to be ferried. It felt like gaining something and then giving something up in exchange. Sure, my mum felt relieved of not ferrying me around. But still, I'll always cherish those times.

2. Volleyball
Dang, I miss volleyball. I can't believe that I'm saying this, but I miss those Sunday evenings. I admit that I sucked at it, but at least I can now pass the ball, and most importantly spike! I can actually spike now haha. To be honest, my hands still feel itchy. Especially now that there's no more volleyball in college.

3. Mr Oon
I miss his classes. You'll never meet a teacher like him. All his "Fuck you" and "Government say too hard" quotes just makes him so entertaining. There was no such thing as a boring class under him. Everyone'll be so amused by his dirty jokes (which I copy from, yup, mine's very much recycled)and how we makes fun of the government and the school principal. Wish that he was my Physics or Maths teacher here in KL. Mr. Oon. You rock!

4. 5Sc1
I miss my class as a whole, actually. Miss the times when we played basketball in our little space, exceeding our PJ time and skipping Add Maths altogether. Good times. Good times.

5. Home
Yes, I miss home. Food, books, computer, the list is endless. I miss my home. I miss waking up from my bed at 7 or 8, go up the hills, then study. Miss that life because its so different in KL now. Sure, I like KL. But the quietness is gone.

6. Cycling around Lake Gardens
A form of exercise, but I miss it.

7. LIE classes
As much as I loved/hated Lit, it wasn't that bad after all. Classes were fun with Mr. Chan, though you wouldn't expect something like Mr. Oon, it was one of the subjects I found worth taking. Yup, it was the good old days when the guys and girls didn't really mix with each other. Although we were 16/17, something Mr. Chan found rather unammusing haha. Song, Ee Lin, Ying Ning, Dharshini, Jivitha, Ly Lyn, I wish that we could have known each other better from LIE but I hope that we'll get to know each other better next time.

8. BK
BK(not to be confused with Burger King, I'm talking about Bible Knowledge) was good. I wish the friends there, the classes especially. Been a while since I met anyone from that class, besides bumping into Sophia at Central. It was great. A very good subject to take. Something I don't regret. Seriously.

9. My radio
Yup. I miss it. But not that much now.

10. Taiping itself
Taiping is a much better place to live in than KL, eventhough I like KL. Taiping still wins flat. 'Nuff said.

2010-02-21T18:53:00.002+08:00

Yay!!! Man Utd 1 Everton 3 =D
Well done, man.

Hopefully Liverpool wins tonight! Hopefully they'll play much better than against that team that sounds like some STD (Unirea Urziceni, WHAT!!?!??!)

2010-02-20T00:12:00.002+08:00

My brain is empty.

FULL STOP.

Explains why my blog posts aren't so frequent and very short now. When you have no inspiration, be it mocking politicians, grumbling about anything, your mind goes blank. When your mind's blank, you can't do anything. So the only thing to do is to wait. Might take ages. But I think that the wait will be worth it

2010-02-13T01:50:00.001+08:00

Chinese New Year approaches.
Everyone can happily collect their ang pows.
Except MCKL students.
Because after collecting ang pows.....

There is a 350 word moral essay to complete

2010-02-10T18:52:00.002+08:00

Hey dad.
Happy birthday!!
52 years. You sure have past the half century mark for 2 years, but that doesn't stop you from being a great dad.
You always find time to spend time with us. Unlike those uncles who spend so much time in CRC. I would never have found comics and almost everything I enjoy or have an interest in so interesting because of you. You always were by my side although I screwed up almost all the time, or when you tell me its OK no matter what happens. You're the best dad.

Thank you

2010-01-30T21:57:00.000+08:00

Lazy to blog.
To hooked on to Guilty Gear.
The length of my post proves it

2010-01-27T16:57:00.001+08:00

Bloody spam on Facebook.
Click and help them.
Like clicking will do anything.
Pfft.

2010-01-24T21:51:00.002+08:00

Freedom!
It's like getting a monkey off my back.
Mind the previous post. Was kinda stressed out.
But oh well, we'll see what'll happen come March.
Hopefully its the best.
But while waiting.
I got a week off. Yay! Going back to Taiping. Can''t wait.
Until then

2010-01-16T14:02:00.003+08:00

If I were to fill in the blanks about my life it would be something like this.

Everything so far has been _____.

Answer:
Disappointing

I don't know if I'm expecting too much, or I'm not doing enough.
Everytime it feels like something great is going to happen, only for it to come crashing down, feeling disappointment.

I remember telling myself,"Try to get 100 for every unit in Maths."
Despite all the effort, I ended up leaving a question blank in C2. But I thought to myself,"It's OK. After all, there's no harm retaking it, right? Hopefully I score full marks for the other 3 units." The next thing you. Bam! You realize that you've just forgotten to put the decimal point right after they invigilator says pens down for another paper. There goes 3 or 4 marks. Just like that. I don't know why this is happening. I thought that it's going to be the perfect chance to show all my relatives how well I can do and be among the top. After seeing all my cousins doing so well in any exam under the sun, it makes me wonder. What happened to me? One is going to graduate in NUS soon, very likely with first class honours. Yet another cousin has just completed her masters in York. Another one is going to end up in any ivy league right after his NS. My other cousin is graduating in May with a degree in economics in the US and probably entering grad school after that. And my cousin who I thought was about my level is now miles ahead of me in everything.

It's hard to see everyone getting praised by all the others. Sure, they just tell me to do my best and its okay. But I can feel the disappointment in everyone. "Why isn't he as good as his father?"

I loathe being born in a family full of smart and intelligent people. Everyone thinks I'm smart. If I am, then everyone else in my whole family is probably 10 times smarter than me. I guess I will never reach anyone's expectations.

At least I have God to turn to. God knows what would happen now if I didn't believe in Him.

2010-01-12T21:15:00.000+08:00

Minister in the Prime Minister's Department Jamil Khir Baharom has urged church leaders to drop the claim to use the name "Allah" to help maintain peace and security and ease tension."I urge them to be wary and responsible toward peace and security in Malaysia. Other church leaders must have deep understanding of the s...ituation and history (on the use of 'Allah') in the country".
Uncle Sam: You must be joking!

2010-01-09T12:10:00.002+08:00

Welcome to Malaysia.

Where its a crime to climb up the Twin Towers, but when you torch down churches, it's OK!
Please lah, you think saying Allah is so holy ar?
For God's sake, all of you are always using it in vain.

Example 1
*knock down a table.
Someone: Ya Allah!!!

Example 2
*shit happens
Someone: Allah!!!

Did you know that last time, the Jews kept the Lord's name so holy that they had to cleanse themselves 7 times before writing YHWH. They don't even dare write His name down 'cause it's too holy.

From The Malaysian Insider
Kuala Lumpur police chief Mohamad Sabtu Osman said it was too early to link the attack on the church to Muslim protests over a High Court ruling allowing the weekly Herald to publish the word “Allah” to refer to God in the Christian context.

“'We are still investigating,”' he is reported to have said.

You blind ar???

Everything is pointing to one thing and you turn the other way. What a great way to be a laughing stock in Europe and America.

1Malaysia baby!!!

2010-01-07T17:39:00.002+08:00

Still fighting over the use of the word "Allah".
I thought it was settled. You sore losers.

But it's Malaysia.
Back to the court? Who knows?
Round 2 anyone?

2010-01-05T21:19:00.002+08:00

I'm back in KL. Went to College. They've really done up the place. And 1001 (January 2010)is massive. 210 people. I mean, what the hell man? MCKL is a SMALL college. And intakes like this can easily make up a third of the entire population of MCKL. Thats twice the size of 0901. The canteen looks quite sleak too. The tables and chairs look expensive. The best part is?

MCKL finally has got leng lui!!!!!!

*WOOTS!!!
*Fireworks!! Enthusiasm!!! Yay!!! There's reason to come to college!!!

Now back to studying

2009-12-31T14:40:00.002+08:00

The decade is over, believe it or not. Can't say much about this year. New life. New city. So many new things. New year. Dread it. While everyone are done with their exams, I'm busy studying at home. Damn stressed out. Though my cousins and friends helped take some stress out, it's not really helping. So there you have it. And yes, I'm going back to KL on the 5th of January. But don't bother me. My exams are on the 11th.

2009-12-24T00:59:00.002+08:00

RIP O Phones of Mine.

N70...
You were the first to go. But you will always be remembered as my first sophisticated phone with every application imaginable. May whichever bugger who stole it (if you did, it's either lost or you took it) enjoy reading the messages that weren't deleted and enjoy stalking my contacts. However, I think you won't like my playlist. All the screamo and hard rock in it.

Motorola L6...
You served me well. 4 years. Sure you were sucky. But you were worth the RM300. Rest in peace.

Time for Christmas shopping. WEEE!!!!!!!

2009-12-18T20:11:00.002+08:00

Quick update:
My internet line is now down. So now I'm practically camping in my aunt's house now.
As usual, my studying has made me as always... lifeless.
Well, I'll be going to Penang for the weekend for See Ha's wedding (do you spell her name that way?). Well, she's Uncle Hwa Jen's daughter. Can't remember much about her but I can't blame me. After all, They left when I was 2.
So there you have it. No life. Until then

2009-12-04T00:34:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna be out the whole of next week. Great!
There goes my time of relaxation and peace. Nah kiddin'
Looking forward to it, really.
Helping out at TWEENS camp(at the expense of 18Up or YLDP) but oh well. Everything comes with a sacrifice I guess. Haven't been very "Pro-Methodist" this year. Didn't go for JS, skipped MYF camp, 'pontenged' TRAC gatherings a few times and now I'm skipping 18Up. Not that I'm complaining. But it should be fun. See you until the 15th.

2009-11-30T17:28:00.002+08:00

Behold... A WTF car. Cool eh? Saw it when Sen Yang, Chong Yew and I were on the way to play badminton at Taman Tun. I know... I feel like a jakun posting this up. But what can I say. I'm a Malaysian. And most Malaysians are jakuns. I think.

2009-11-28T23:37:00.000+08:00

I'm back. Muahahahahahahaha

2009-11-22T22:52:00.002+08:00

Wow....
Just another 4 or 5 days and the semester ends.
Sure, the place sucks big time. But somehow, I've kinda enjoyed my time here at MCKL so far. The grass might look greener on the other side, but in the end, all the grass have the same shade of green. Not to mention that the grass here is cheaper too. Not sure if I want the last 6 months to end as soon as possible or to let pass slowly.

2009-11-15T21:51:00.000+08:00

Can you believe it?
Datin's gone!!!!!
Hooray!

Gone as Director of Studies.
Yup. She's coming back next year with some other post. Sorry 0907 and the other coming batches. But she might end up teaching all of you Malaysian Studies. But don't worry. She doesn't bite.

2009-11-07T12:59:00.003+08:00

Happy 40th anniversary, Sesame Street.

Thanks for giving me my childhood. Teaching me my ABCs and 123s, shapes, the four seasons, everything back when I was a wee tot. Although our crummy local Malaysian network took you off their list of programmes, I still tried to catch clips on YouTube. I am me because you helped me with so many things. You were almost like a teacher to me. Thank you.

2009-11-06T23:40:00.002+08:00

I heart this song.

LYRICS:

How many times
Can I push it aside
Is it time I befriended all the ghosts of all the things that haunt me most
So they leave me alone
Move on with my life
Be certain the steps of left and right don't fight the direction of upright

I'd rather forget and not slow down
Than gather regret for the things I can't change now
If I become what I can't accept
Resurrect the saint from within the wretch
Pour over me and wash my hands of it

It's time to decide
Which is out of my mind
Cause it'll be me unless I put some thoughts to rest and leave some faults behind
I'll watch the glint in my eye
Shine off the spring in my step
And could be blinding depending on the amount of You that I reflect

Cause I could spend my life just trying to sift through
What I could've done better but what good do what ifs do
Oh oh
Oh oh
There's something I should tell you now

Arguably one of Relient K's best song.

2009-11-02T20:20:00.000+08:00

Trials are over!!!!!
Burn the papers!!!!!
Muahahahahahaha

2009-10-28T21:30:00.001+08:00

Last night, I slept at 11. And woke up at 7 (the next morning).

My Physics paper started at 8.30.

What a great way to dig my own grave

2009-10-27T17:52:00.001+08:00

Trials are killing me.
I think that I just screwed up my Unit 2 for Chemistry.
How do you make Halogenoalkanes from alcohols?
Shit.

2009-10-23T23:00:00.002+08:00

Just that when you thought that thing you've always wanted will always be out of reach. You suddenly get a glimmer of hope. Before everything comes crashing down. Wishing that you could forget what had happened.

Why the hell would you give that poor fella some hope. After all, all was lost. So why bait him with false hope. Can't you tell him that enough is enough??? Why put the poor dude through more pain? I mean, come on, let the poor bugger get on with his life and not get his hopes all down 'cause of some idiotic thing that made him hopeful again. Fuck you.

2009-10-20T22:32:00.002+08:00

Reading Chee Eng's blog on what if's made me think on my own what if's. Wonder if my life would be any different. And I think it will. There are so many possibilities what would have happened.

It can be something like....
A. Go for NS anyway
B. Skip NS and start A-levels
C. Skip NS and start AUSMAT

Honestly, I really think that should I have chosen B or C, my life would have been by no doubt much happier than choosing A. But with the WMS gang being so cliquish, I wonder if I would make any good friends and be happy at MCKL. Heck, I could end up becoming much more unhappier. I don't know. But I would rather prefer B and C, but oh well, all of it is done.

Another possibility was instead of going in March...
A. Go in July instead of March
B. Go for Form 6

I don't really know about this. My mum was rather dissapointed that I chose to go in March. Since it was exactly 4 days after NS ended. She was the kind that disapproved of finishing your degree earlier or working young. Like those in the last few classes in my school, she rather that I bummed around til July. That would have meant that I go for Form 6 while waiting. But if I had gone for Form 6, chances are my mum would have forced me to stay, especially when she's very pro-Form 6. I don't know what to say about Form 6, but I can definitely say that I'll be very unhappy. Maybe that's why I wanted to go in March so badly. I've got no idea. But I don't know if it was the right decision, the wrong one. Who knows?

No idea what would have happened.

2009-10-16T10:41:00.002+08:00

Great news everybody.

Your chances of getting a scholarship to study medicine has been slightly increased because Sime Darby now offers scholarships to study Health Sciences overseas. You name it. Medicine, Pharmacy, Dietetics, Medical Physics, Nursing, Physiotherapy, Medical Laboratory Technology, Nuclear Medicine and Radiation Therapy.

Click here to find out. Looks good.

Sime Darby Scholarship 2009

2009-10-16T01:28:00.000+08:00

I'm BACK!!!!!

2009-10-14T19:58:00.003+08:00

Guess what?
The WiFi I used to steal back in my apartment is now secured.
Yup.
That means no free WiFi =(
Good timing anyway since I've got exams in two weeks. Yep. TWO WEEKS.
Nothing new besides that. Besides walking up the stairs now that the elevator in my apartment is now broken. Yay.
Will write something from time to time. But if its something interesting, that will have to wait. Until then.

2009-10-06T20:03:00.002+08:00

No internet. I'll probably update when I have more access due to limited internet. Sorry yeah. Doubt anyone reads my blog anyway.

2009-09-26T23:02:00.002+08:00

Friday's CG: What's your purpose and passion?

Was very hard for me to speak out. But why you might ask?

Well, I feel like I've lost my purpose. No passion to do anything.
I felt lost. All I did was probably crack a joke or two. But I just couldn't share what was going on.
I feel like I've lost the desire to play the piano, the guitar, anything.

2009-09-26T12:33:00.003+08:00

Barbeque party at Seik San's house.

Had a great 3 days of fun and excitement back at Taiping. Miss all of it. Back to work, I guess

2009-09-17T18:53:00.002+08:00

I feel so screwed up.
It's like someone up there has been laughing at me.
As if, I'm like their toy.
Toying with me slowly.
They must be really humourous.
Making my life look like a cruel joke.
Why bother the good people?
Can't you bother the bad????
It's always like that.
You all really have nothing better to do, don't you?
All the hypocrites everywhere.
At one point you feel like punching them.
The next thing you know, the become someone completely different.
Why?
Just to impress anyone. Girls, Guys, bosses, lecturers, anyone on top.
You said it.
Screw you man.
And you take the credit for everything.
Blessed are you all.
I hope that all of you will die someday.
All of you.

2009-09-12T15:13:00.004+08:00

Guess we won't be able to watch Halloween II.
Too violent it seems.

Yeah, maybe it's a bit too violent.

I guess horror fans would be very, very disappointed. Well, it won't be too bad. Look at the bright side.

At least we still have Momok: The Movie!!!!!!!!

2009-09-10T18:49:00.002+08:00

I'm not sure how I feel. School's been okay for the past few days/weeks. I'm playing in the worship team this Sunday. I feel kinda happy. Probably because I've never played the keyboard for church before. Feels so good to finally play. But I haven't been playing the keyboard since last year. Hopefully I'm not rusty. Wish me luck!

2009-09-03T23:34:00.002+08:00

I wonder why things this year hasn't gone my year one bit.
Kinda down.
'Nuff said.

2009-09-02T22:31:00.003+08:00

How to sum up what I've done lately this last month or so.....

My super expensive ride back. RM60. What the heck? Another 25 bucks just for more privacy??? I feel so conned.

Apparently, the lower bunk costs another RM15. So that means another 15 bucks if you're too lazy to go up the upper bunk. Brilliant.

Part of the room.

Watched UP.

Pretty good show. I'll rate it better than Finding Nemo.

Went to Penang.
Ate lots. But I didn't gain weight =D

Lepaked in School

Self explanatory. Yes, I have nothing else better to do

More stoning to do. Ciao.

2009-08-23T19:01:00.002+08:00

I hate you, Datin.
I know that you're unreasonable.
But that doesn't mean you should ask us to do time consuming things like this.
Do you know how long does it take to finish a single mats of yours?
I took 4 hours just to make this. Yes 4.
Don't you know that we have to study and read up a lot. Especially if the students take subjects like Law and English Literature. How about those with Biology and Chemistry?
And don't you dare throw these mats away. I sacrificed so much. Time, time and more time.
Especially if someone is from Taiping, Ipoh, Sungai Petani or the rest of the world.
It's not easy living by ourselves, you know. Taking care of ourselves while doing stupid things like this.

And yes, these mats of yours that came from your brilliant idea doesn't look suitable to be placed on the table as placemats.
They're better off to be used as mats to wipe our filthy feet.

2009-08-17T20:23:00.004+08:00

A few interrogations regarding Teoh Beng Hock's death.

Interrogation 1
Gobind said: "So, you couldn’t tell if his shoes were too loose for him as you didn’t measure his feet.

In this particular case the shoe was found far away from the body. How far was it? (Teohs right shoe was off his feet when his remains were found.)

“I didn’t measure,” Dr Khairul Azman, who is a consultant pathologist with Klang Tengku Ampuan Rahimah Hospital, said.

Gobind: It’s good to measure isn’t it? You cannot tell us how the shoe got there. You are in no position to tell us!

Dr Khairul Azman: It could have come off when he fell. Gobind then said that logically, if the shoe was tight, this would not have happened.

Gobind then asked Dr Khairul Azman how he reckoned Teoh had come out of the window and the pathologist stepped out of the witness stand and demonstrated how he thought Teoh had jumped. (While doing so, he demonstrated how he thought Teoh would have stood on the bottom ledge and gripped its top ledge.) When Gobind asked Dr Khairul Azman if there would have been shoe prints or hand prints on the window frame if Teoh had jumped off in that manner, the pathologist agreed, adding that there was a possibility the footprints were not noticed.

Interrogation 2
Gobind: How many MACC officers did you see when you were at the scene?
Zulaimi: About four to five. They were looking from a window of an office premises about five to six feet away from the body.
Gobind: Did you ask them how their witness could have fallen?
Zulaimi: No.
Gobind: Why didn't you ask the identity of the officer who had told you that Teoh was their witness?
Zulaimi: I was not instructed to.
Gobind: Isn't it important to do so?
Zulaimi: Yes. I forgot to do so.
Gobind: Did it ever cross your mind that Teoh could have been pushed or flung out of the building?
Zulaimi: Yes, but after investigations, we learnt that Teoh could have either fallen or was pushed from a window on the 14th floor.

Interrogation 3
Tan: Were there any notes in Anuar's official daily notebook 2009?
Zulaimi: There was only one (entry) on July 8, (on) Wednesday, which states "house/Putrajaya/office Toll RM".
Tan: Were there any notes on July 15 and 16?
Zulaimi: No.
Tan: So, from July 1 to 18, there was only one entry, which was made on July 8?
Zulaimi: Yes.
Tan: Besides Anuar's notebook, did you seize the notebook of any other officer?
Zulaimi: No. I only confiscated Anuar's, but if I am not mistaken, Inspector Shahzrin and Chief Inspector Zakiol did.

Let's read interrogation 2 again:

Gobind: Did you ask them how their witness could have fallen?
Zulaimi: No.
Gobind: Why didn't you ask the identity of the officer who had told you that Teoh was their witness?
Zulaimi: I was not instructed to.
Gobind: Isn't it important to do so?
Zulaimi: Yes. I forgot to do so.
Gobind: Did it ever cross your mind that Teoh could have been pushed or flung out of the building?
Zulaimi: Yes, but after investigations, we learnt that Teoh could have either fallen or was pushed from a window on the 14th floor.

Moral of the story: Watch CSI. I'm sure Malaysian police can learn a lot from a show like CSI. Very realistic, it seems. Don't worry if you don't understand English. There's always subtitles.

2009-08-02T16:34:00.004+08:00

Chong Ren, my friend, you're really something. And you surprise us in many ways.

Back in Form 4, all your efforts were scrutinised by most of 5Sc1 of 2007 as you were left all alone to come up with something for the drama competition. No guidance. No help. Just you. And yes, the drama was an embarassment to everyone.

But that didn't stop you from quiting. Last year, we were much better in terms of experience, maturity, you name it. And we got 2nd.

This time, you really made the whole school proud. Going as far as winning the States!!! With best script. You and Suresh are awesome. Who knew that all of this would actually come true? I'm sure you really got Mrs. Cecilia pissed off and jealous. After all this, you've really matured. I really salute you.

Hopefully we can one day meet up again.

Really, man. Congrats again. I'm sure you'll go far. You sure will.
Keep the Lasallian spirit going!!! Jia yu

2009-08-02T16:13:00.002+08:00

When Michael Jackson died, I didn't give a damn.

But with Yasmin Ahmad, I think thats a different story altogether.

Everyone claiming that Michael Jackson gave them a childhood is bullshit.

Stupid bugger. Molesting small boys and pumping himself with drugs.

I believe Malaysia has lost a wonderful talent. God bless her.

2009-07-24T23:39:00.001+08:00

Hooray!!!
No Malaysian Studies tomorrow!
But I kinda don't mind Datin.
Her classes can actually be interesting. Especially when she brings up racial matters

2009-07-21T20:46:00.002+08:00

Funny.

Wonder how such a case like the late Teoh Beng Hock's can happen in MACC.

I guess the Anti-Corruption agency themselves are corrupted.
You think he want to jump down on his own meh???

Sometimes I wonder why things like this can happen. Such irony. It makes me sick.

2009-07-19T15:25:00.002+08:00

Yesterday sucked.

This was the score for yesterday's football match.

S0903 - 4
S0807 - 6

Nah, it's not the Man. Utd. against Malaysia match.

You think I'll write about it meh?

I'm a Liverpool fan for goodness sake.

2009-07-16T17:04:00.002+08:00

What my Twitter account would say if I had one.

Ern Wei is enjoying the computers in the library, abusing it in every way by using Facebook and Blogger. Perhaps Youtube as well.

Nah. Might not get caught up in the Twitter craze for now. Not until I get myself proper internet connection at home. Yeah, that'll be nice. So far Scott Villa's not bad. Living in a condo with the master bedroom to me and another guy. Though the rent is rather *toot* expensive. Kinda messy too, infested with two-legged rats. Well, more to come. Later that is.

2009-07-16T16:54:00.002+08:00

My marks suck.

C1 - 72%
What the heck???? The easiest paper and I only get 72???? Pttui. And they call it a free paper.

C2 - 97%
Didn't expect this to happen but oh well.

Chemistry - 70%
Yet another A out of my hands. Which I should have gotten.

Bio - ?
Stupid lazy ass. Haven't even touched my paper.

Physics - 56%
Ultimate bummer. And I thought that I could escape with a B!!!!

2009-07-15T20:01:00.002+08:00

Pfft! No internet. I'm stuck with wifi at Sentral. And it sucks. Can't wait for Scott Matrix to repair their modem. Then I don't have to walk so far anymore. Test results suck. Although I might be able to upgrade my scholarship to 50%. Nothing much, really. We'll see what'll happen next.

2009-07-10T18:11:00.001+08:00

Well done, Malaysia.

You idiots sure have done the right thing.

Way to go.

Changing Maths and Science back to BM.

Bravo.

2009-07-04T23:50:00.001+08:00

Haven't had any clue what to write about on my blog.

But I'll write something about my trip back to Taiping and much more other things.

2009-06-28T20:56:00.001+08:00

Michael Jackson is dead.

Deal with it.

2009-06-25T12:32:00.002+08:00

You wanna know something?

Are you sure?

Really?

You're gonna regret this.

You leave me no choice.

Fine. I'll tell you.
As a safety precaution against the A(H1N1) virus, Methodist College will close until the 1st of July. Yay!!!!

2009-06-21T23:34:00.002+08:00

So much for my holidays. Studying, eating, sleeping, seeing old friends back in school, I've blown it. Not to say that its wasted but I blew it. Instead of writing something on my blog, I spent all my time on nothing but watching these shows.

I know, it the artwork sucks. But its good!!!

I don't like the artwork too. But I like it. Can't wait for season 2!!!

The only anime I'm watching so far. Not planning to watch any other anime apart from Naruto and Bleach.

Yes. I'm watching the latest season of Power Rangers. But it's freaking good if I must say so. They even poke fun at themselves.

Not that I watched it all the time. Just that my life has been taken away if it wasn't for these shows. Argh!!!!!

2009-06-15T01:10:00.002+08:00

Heard that there's some rampaging that's been going on in Kamunting recently.

My dad told me about this incident in Lake Gardens. Some guy came down from his bike and asked this person if he was Chinese or Malay. The moment he answered that he was Malay, that guy went over and slashed the poor fella's throat. Scary.

All hell breaks loose.

2009-06-14T15:19:00.005+08:00

Back form Taman Negara but due to procrastination, I have failed again to deliver on time. Taman Negara is great! Never knew that it could have been done up so well. Instead of having to rough it out. I think its even better than Genting. Met someone on the way too.

Anyone can guess?

2009-06-05T15:34:00.002+08:00

A tribute to Leong Foo Mun. AC Milan fan. Debater. Classmate. Friend.

I remember when we first became friends. Drawing our own Pokemon comics, playing the computer, the Playstation for hours in our own house. One of my good friends since I was 10. Playing basketball, football, hockey and practically anything under the sun in this nice space in our class. 5Sc1. Now in France. Kinda bummed I didn't get to see him just before he left for Paris. Especially since I didn't get to throw that surprise party with the others for him as well.

Wish you all the best, man.

Really gonna miss you.

2009-06-03T23:23:00.001+08:00

I'm back in Taiping!!!!!

Anyone interested in 'yam-cha-ing'?
I'm around until the 28th.

2009-05-30T23:37:00.003+08:00

Now with the semester over, I've got nothing else better to do.
Besides studying for my Assesment in July.

But here's a few interesting things to write about.

Medicine in Russia
When government scholarships are mismanaged

Subject Limit
10-Subject Limit for SPM

Wonder whether it will work. But like what Chan Leong said, it's not the number of subjects that should be limited, rather the grading system. That's the main culprit for the Scholarship problem in the first place. Why discourage students from gaining knowledge by taking subjects like Literature in English, Bible Knowledge, Accountancy, Tassawur Islam and possibly any other subject under the sun. If the grading system wasn't as broken as it is now, wouldn't it make more sense? Everyone suddenly getting an A1 for their Add Maths when they were struggling for their lives before that just to pass. I'm sure all those who scored 20 A1s or 21 A1s probably got only 4 or 5 'genuine' A1s thanks to our wonderful grading system. Oh screw it.

Bernie Madoff Scandal

Super sick. Politically correct but very funny.

2009-05-30T10:18:00.003+08:00

Semester's finally over!!!!!
Coming back to Taiping until the 28th.
But wait!
There's Chemistry practicals to do so I've got to stay in KL/PJ until the 3rd.
What the ******?
And I've missed TUSGC.
Wanted to meet up with all of them but too bad, I couldn't.
Maybe next time. And I need transport to PJ Trinity tomorrow.
Anyone willing to help this kind soul?

2009-05-16T00:41:00.002+08:00

Life has been rather stressful.
The hard part of Chemistry has finally kicked. All the shapes of compounds and stuff in Unit 2.
Biology's still okay. Unit 2 looks promising. Mitosis and stuff.
Math, as usual, can be neglected. Since it's all Form 4/5 Add Maths.

But I haven't been studying? Why?
I thought I did badly for the last Chemistry test and the results certainly don't look like a sign that I should buck up. If you get 45/58 without touching your Chemistry book, does it show that its time to buck up? I don't know.

And I've done the unthinkable. Dropped Accounting and took up Physics. I mean, have I lost my mind? Coming in March means more work to catch up with the January intake and with 7 weeks gone, now I take Physics??? Where's the sense in that?

And yet, I'm still not motivated enough to study.
Screw it.

2009-05-09T00:00:00.002+08:00

A day of freebies.

Guess what?
The hitz.fm cruisers dropped by Brickfields College and some of us MCKLians sneaked in and joined the fun. Fun as in taking the freebies and running off.

Met Leithiga there. Her hair looks noticibly shorter. Because everyone had to play this lame game which we do the opposite, when everyone raised their right hand and said this oath. Super funny:

I swear,
To tune my radio only to Hitz.fm,
And no other radio station,
Especially,
Lalat FM.

Then someone said Fly FM. And pandemonium struck. Everyone started shouting, "Oi!!! Who said the F-word?"

2009-05-02T14:56:00.002+08:00

Back in Taiping until Monday morning. That means I skip Math in the morning. Yeah.

So far everything has been 'okay-la'. Homework, homework and more of that. Besides this, I never knew this that at cinemas you now have show your IC if the movie is 18+. That's because last week, Xian Yung, Kenny and I went to Sunway Pyramid to watch Sniper. Yes, that movie starring I'm-involved-in-a-sex-scandal-because-I-can't-control-my-lust-Edison Chen. Since it was 18SG, they were like,"Show me your IC." Showed it to them and they told me that I can't watch the movie. Why? It's only for those above 18. Not 18 and above. WTF man. I'm like 18+ and I can't get in. **** you, ticket counter guy!!! I'm so not going to TGV anymore.

2009-04-29T20:50:00.004+08:00

001. Real Name:
Lim Ern Wei

002. Nickname(s):
Sorry, I don't have any.

003. Age:
18

004. Horoscope :
Capricon. Like that is any special.

005. Male or Female:
Male.

006. Kindergarten:
St. Marks Kindergarten

007. Primary School:
SK. St. George, SK kampung Jambu

008. High School:
St. George's Institution

009. College School:
Methodist College KL

010. Hair colour:
Black

011. Long or Short:
Short, you know why.

012. Loud or Quiet:
Thats for you to decide.

013. Sweats or Jeans :
Like that'll change the whole world.

014. Phone or Camera:
Camera

015. Health Freak:
Can say.

016. Drink or Smoke:
I do drink during Christmas.

017. Do you have a crush on someone:
Why should I write it down here. Not like someone who posted a someone's picture on his/her blog and wrote "Someday, I wish that person will be mine." WTHeck???

018. Eat or Drink:
Both.

019. Piercings:
none.

020. Tattoos:
Nil

021. Social or Anti- Social:
Thats for you to decide.

Firsts
023. First piercing:
never did it as far as i know.

024. First relationship
Nope.

025. First Best Friend:
Nil.

026. First Award:
Best Handwriting (Yes. I did win such an award. Maybe I bribed the teacher)

027. First Kiss :
Nil

028. First Pet:
Fish. But it died the moment I bought it.

029. First Big Vacation:
Singapore

030. First Love at first sight :
That's for perverts.

031. First Big Birthday:
I was 7

032. First Surgery:
Apendicitis

033. First sport you joined:
Swimming

This or That
034. Orange or Apple juice:
Both

035. Rock or Rap:
Rock. Rap sucks

036. Country or Screamo:
Country. Love country

037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys:
Neither. Boybands suck

038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera:
Neither. They suck too

039. Night or Day:
Day

040. Sun or Moon:
???

041. TV or Internet:
Internet

042. Playstation or xbox:
Nintendo DS

043. Kiss or hug:
Not sure

044. Iguana or turtle:
Neither

045. Spider or bee:
I've always fancied Spiderman.

046. Fall or spring:
Fall

047. Limewire or iTunes:
Limewire

048. Soccer or baseball:
Soccer

Currently
049. Eating:
nothing.

050. Drinking:
H20 and C6H12O6

051. Excitement level :
Zero

052. I’m about to:
do nothing

053. Listening to:
My brother wiping the plates

054. Plans for today:
I'm going to sleep. It's almost 10

055. Waiting for:
This thing to finish

056. Energy Level:
???

057. Thinking of someone:
No one. Tragic.

Future
058. Want kids?:
If I get married

059. Want to get married?:
Give me 12-13 years

060. When?:
See 59.

061. How many kids do you want:
Not sure.

062. Any name on the mind:
Nope.

063. What did you want to be when you were little:
An elevator man. I thought that pressing buttons on the elevator was cool.

064. Careers in mind:
Either a dentist or a pharmacist.

065. Mellow future or wild:
Neither

066. Something you would never try:
Ciggies/fags.

067. When do you want to die:
You think that I've got the right to decide?

Which is the better in the boy/girl you like (in the future)
068. Lips or Eyes :
As long as the girl is pretty, then I don't mind.

069. Romantic or Funny?:
Romantic.

070. Shorter or Taller?:
Shorter. Since I'm so tall.

071. Protective or Caring?:
Caring and protective.

072. Romantic or Spontaneous?:
Both.

073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?:
See 68.

074. Sensitive or Loud?:
Not sure.

075. Hook-up or Relationship?:
Relationship

076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?:
Not sure.

077. Muscular or normal:
Muscular???? No way, man.

Have you ever
078. Kissed a stranger:
Nope.

079. Broken a bone:
My toe.

080. Lost glasses or contacts:
Glasses

081. Ran away from home:
Nope

082. Held a gun/knife for self defence:
How 'bout a broomstick?

083. Killed somebody:
I won't be doing this if I killed somebody.

084. Broken some one’s heart:
How should I know.

085. Had your heart broken:
Maybe.

086. Been arrested:
Nope.

087. Cried when someone died:
Nope.

088. Liked a friend more than a friend:
Maybe

Do you believe in
089. Yourself:
Learning how to.

090. Miracles:
Why not.

091. Love at first sight:
Nope. But I've heard of lust at first sight.

092. Heaven:
Yep

093. Santa Claus:
Nope

094. Tooth Fairy:
Nope.

095. Kiss in the first date :
nope

096. Angels:
Yep

Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?
No.

098. Are you seriously happy with where you’re in life now?
Yes

099. Do you believe in God?
Obviously

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.
Chan Leong
Jonathan Chia
Chong Ren
Chin Kwang
Joel Lee
Tristan
Lemuel (for the sake of annoying him)
Daniel Chin