Lazy to blog.
To hooked on to Guilty Gear.
The length of my post proves it

Bloody spam on Facebook.
Click and help them.
Like clicking will do anything.
Pfft.

Freedom!
It's like getting a monkey off my back.
Mind the previous post. Was kinda stressed out.
But oh well, we'll see what'll happen come March.
Hopefully its the best.
But while waiting.
I got a week off. Yay! Going back to Taiping. Can''t wait.
Until then

If I were to fill in the blanks about my life it would be something like this.

Everything so far has been _____.

Answer:
Disappointing

I don't know if I'm expecting too much, or I'm not doing enough.
Everytime it feels like something great is going to happen, only for it to come crashing down, feeling disappointment.

I remember telling myself,"Try to get 100 for every unit in Maths."
Despite all the effort, I ended up leaving a question blank in C2. But I thought to myself,"It's OK. After all, there's no harm retaking it, right? Hopefully I score full marks for the other 3 units." The next thing you. Bam! You realize that you've just forgotten to put the decimal point right after they invigilator says pens down for another paper. There goes 3 or 4 marks. Just like that. I don't know why this is happening. I thought that it's going to be the perfect chance to show all my relatives how well I can do and be among the top. After seeing all my cousins doing so well in any exam under the sun, it makes me wonder. What happened to me? One is going to graduate in NUS soon, very likely with first class honours. Yet another cousin has just completed her masters in York. Another one is going to end up in any ivy league right after his NS. My other cousin is graduating in May with a degree in economics in the US and probably entering grad school after that. And my cousin who I thought was about my level is now miles ahead of me in everything.

It's hard to see everyone getting praised by all the others. Sure, they just tell me to do my best and its okay. But I can feel the disappointment in everyone. "Why isn't he as good as his father?"

I loathe being born in a family full of smart and intelligent people. Everyone thinks I'm smart. If I am, then everyone else in my whole family is probably 10 times smarter than me. I guess I will never reach anyone's expectations.

At least I have God to turn to. God knows what would happen now if I didn't believe in Him.

Minister in the Prime Minister's Department Jamil Khir Baharom has urged church leaders to drop the claim to use the name "Allah" to help maintain peace and security and ease tension."I urge them to be wary and responsible toward peace and security in Malaysia. Other church leaders must have deep understanding of the s...ituation and history (on the use of 'Allah') in the country".
Uncle Sam: You must be joking!

Welcome to Malaysia.

Where its a crime to climb up the Twin Towers, but when you torch down churches, it's OK!
Please lah, you think saying Allah is so holy ar?
For God's sake, all of you are always using it in vain.

Example 1
*knock down a table.
Someone: Ya Allah!!!

Example 2
*shit happens
Someone: Allah!!!

Did you know that last time, the Jews kept the Lord's name so holy that they had to cleanse themselves 7 times before writing YHWH. They don't even dare write His name down 'cause it's too holy.

From The Malaysian Insider
Kuala Lumpur police chief Mohamad Sabtu Osman said it was too early to link the attack on the church to Muslim protests over a High Court ruling allowing the weekly Herald to publish the word “Allah” to refer to God in the Christian context.

“'We are still investigating,”' he is reported to have said.

You blind ar???

Everything is pointing to one thing and you turn the other way. What a great way to be a laughing stock in Europe and America.

1Malaysia baby!!!

Still fighting over the use of the word "Allah".
I thought it was settled. You sore losers.


But it's Malaysia.
Back to the court? Who knows?
Round 2 anyone?

I'm back in KL. Went to College. They've really done up the place. And 1001 (January 2010)is massive. 210 people. I mean, what the hell man? MCKL is a SMALL college. And intakes like this can easily make up a third of the entire population of MCKL. Thats twice the size of 0901. The canteen looks quite sleak too. The tables and chairs look expensive. The best part is?












MCKL finally has got leng lui!!!!!!





*WOOTS!!!
*Fireworks!! Enthusiasm!!! Yay!!! There's reason to come to college!!!






Now back to studying